I am nervous and insecure, I’ve loved the way I look once in my life and everyone ruined my happiness. I want that back. I want to be lighter, more fragile, more delicate and unique. I hope then I can be loved, I think then I will be loved. It happened last time. I want a face that I’m not ashamed to show you, one you can stroke without feeling the extra fat. I will be better, for you, for me. I think I know how but I need to not be influenced by what other people are doing, they don’t know. You know. Ps: nuts are weight gain foods you will be fragile once again
